The story of Telegraph Cottage should remind us that even people in very high-stakes jobs need to set aside time for recovery. It’s easy to forget that we need to build rest into our schedule. It’s easy to convince ourselves that detaching from work is impossible. We live in an era when we’re urged to be passionate about our work, to regard the boudary between work and life as an obolete relic of the industrial age. Mobile technologies keep us connected to the workplace day and night. At the same time, the boundaries between work and life are blurred, giving us more flexibility and choice about how to organize our time. Together, they create the illusion that we’ll find greatest fulfillment, and be most effective, if we’re always working.
But that’s wrong. The positive effects of time off from work, of being able to completely leave the cares and pressures (and even the positives) of the workplace behind, are by now too well-documented to ignore, as are the negative effects of burnout. The literature on vacations and recovery show that individuals, job performance, and the companies all benefit from time out of the office. The most creative and most productive workers are the ones who are able to unplug from the office, recover their mental and physical energy, and return to their work recharged. We also now know that recover isn’t just a function of time off. We get the most from breaks when we do things that are relaxing, that let us experience control and mastery, and that provide a sense of detachment from our working lives. Recovery is active, not passive, and we can design it to get greater benefit.
Extracted from the book REST : Why You Get More Done When You Work Less by Alex Soojung – Kim Pang.
So my job had required me to go on a very long road trip recently, from KL to Mersing via Kluang, then from Mersing to the island of Tioman by ferry. Most of the country was still on CMCO, so I had to get a cross-border permit from the police.
It would be my second road trip to Mersing, so I literally already knew what to expect, except that I had a companion last time, while this time I had to drive alone – something that I’m fortunately quite used to. I wish I could take off from KL earlier, instead I left from KL quite late in the afternoon so I arrived in Kluang when it was about to get dark, and had to do what I dreaded to do – crossing over to Mersing through vast palm oil plantations and reserve forests – in the dark and alone!
It was like driving through a series of eerie ghost towns with almost completely noone at sight. It was so dark, and I had to avoid looking in the mirror for the fear that something might came up from behind me. I couldn’t help but having things churning at the pit of my stomach and there were times when I suddenly (and inexplicably) had a round of goosebumps on me.
I mean, when you are driving through dark plantations
and forests totally on your own, you have to constantly fight off all the
thoughts and imaginary things that had been terrifying you since you were a
kid. Every now and then I’d imagine a zombie in white shirt with blood all over
the body suddenly turned up in the middle of the road and I barely had time to
press the brake pedal before the face exploded right in front of the
windshield. Urghhh, I shouldn’t have watched all those stupid zombie movies.
I couldn’t help but letting out a big sigh of relief when the town of Mersing finally loomed over and I was in the middle of the town before long. After what appeared to be an unending roller-coaster ride, I decided I deserved a little bit of celebration and ordered a big bottle of Tiger to come with Ayam Masak Halia for dinner.
Finding a hotel room was more difficult than I had
expected. I mean, with all the movement restrictions, I really thought they’d
be plenty of rooms so I did not book any room in advance. It baffled me abit
when I walked from hotel to hotel only to be told that there was no available
room. Luckily I found one – which I was told was the last unoccupied room for
the night. My body and mind gave in instantly the moment I landed my sorry self
on the mattress. It was like a power switch being switched off. Everything just
went blank instantly.
Waking up early the next morning, I bought some food and drink from a 7-11 outlet before driving over to the jetty of Mersing. It was still so dark when I got there, and I must be one of the very first to arrive. The parking area was still closed and the gate was still locked, so I waited for a bit more before deciding I might miss the ferry if I waited longer.
There was a long line of cars queuing up behind me, and they too were beginning to get restless and uneasy when there was no sign of anybody coming to open the gate for them. Some later left, probably to go looking for somewhere else to park their vehicles. When it was getting too late, I decided to park the car outside of the parking area – something that I would later regret because the thought of it being broken into or worse being stolen would come to haunt and spoil my duty-come-vacation trip to Tioman.
After buying a ferry ticket for RM50 from the ticket counter (I didn’t know when exactly I was coming back so I only bought a one-way ticket after being told that I could buy the returning ticket at the ferry terminal in Tioman), I walked over to the waiting ferry. Since the movement restrictions came into effect last year, the number of ferry trips had been limited to one-trip per day so I had to catch it if I were to keep up with my schedule.
And it was quite a surprise to see that the ferry was
at least at its half-capacity when I expected it to be empty. For a moment I
thought life goes as usual in Tioman.
But that changed when I arrived at the island where
the effects of the pandemic were obvious and unmistakable. When I came to this
island a few years ago, it was bustling with tourists – be it local or
international tourists. Tour agents were all over offering people with
island-hopping tours and discounted accomodation rates. Luckily Tioman is a
residential island where people do stay for real, doing real jobs and having
real livelihood (I mean, not just an island catering for tourists). So in a
way, life does go on as usual in Tioman, minus the tourists and all the additional
economical perks that come with them.
So after having Nasi Lemak and Hot Nescafe for breakfast at the very first food stall that I came upon, I walked aroud to look for an accomodation. Then the idea of renting a motorbike came to mind, and that was exactly what I did. At RM50 per day (24 hours – meaning the rate starts ticking from the moment you get hold of the key until you return the bike 24 hours later), I knew I could strike a better deal, but somehow I felt like I wanted to be of a little help to the local community who has obviously been affected by the pandemic so I did not really negotiate. When I asked for a helmet, they laughed saying that people in Tioman do not wear helmets on their bikes. Oh wow, OK then. As the saying goes – When in Rome, do as the Romans do.
So after going back and forth looking for the best
accomodation that suits my budget and vacation moods, I decided to stay at a
so-called resort called Barbura Resort. Although it is described as a resort, I
don’t think it is really up to a resort category, except for the room rate,
which is not cheap. Again, I did not really negotiate. I picked a room whose
balcony and window faces right to the sea. It was so close to the sea I could
hear the sound of waves pounding continously over the beach. I really thought
I’d enjoy it – the sound of nature as I’d call it – until I had difficulty
bringing myself to a sleep at night because the sound kept triggering an alarm
in my ears. Urghh.
So I didn’t do much on the first day. I took a little walk on the beach, starting from Barbura Resort until I came upon a big group of boulders beyond which I can no longer walk further. I took a seat at one of the boulders and continue looking out to the sea and enjoying the sunset view, except that the sunset did not really take form. The sun was obliterated by a heavy layer of clouds before it touched the horizon.
I kept continuing taking in the view, and my eyes was caught by the sight of a lone figure, standing and paddling on a canoe or something. Then I noticed he was not alone. They kept paddling away, against the winds, before disappearing amongst the waves. It was such a sight to remember for long. It was getting too dark to stay around so I walked back to the resort to have a good night rest.
I only explored the island on the next day. Riding on the motorbike without a helmet as the guys at the rental house had told me to do, I started off from the resort towards the famed Tioman Marine Park. I noticed how some of the diving and snorkeling acitivities were still on-going, which was quite a relief to me because I did not want the tourism economy to die down in Tioman either. At least they still had some income to keep things going.
The plan was to ride all the way to Kampung ABC beach, where I stayed last time and where I fell in love with Tioman for the first time. I had come to find out that motorbikes were not allowed to go any further than Tioman Marine Park so I had to park my bike and continued my journey on foot – which I found out was not such a bad idea after all. I took a little hike against the hill, something that I don’t remember doing last time, and took the breath-taking view of the South China Sea from atop a boulder. The sea was so blue, and I could see a couple of boats bobbing up and down in unison with the sea waves. The sight was just so mesmerizing.
Going down to the other side of the hill, I continued
walking. By then it was already too hot. But good thing about walking along a coastal
area is the cooling off brought about by the coastal winds. The heat was
intense, but it would just slide through you. It doesn’t stay in you for too
long.
The quiteness of the whole place was unmistakable. I’d see people here and there along the way, but it was a far cry from my last visit where I’d have to give way to incoming passersby every now and then. This time I literally had the whole stretch of beach all to myself. I saw things that were still not there last time – like this swing post. I wish they did not put it up on a pair, at least I wouldn’t look too lonely on a picture. Still I took a few rounds of swings, and it really felt so liberating. It liberated the mind that was so heavy from all the hectic life back in the city. Heh.
I walked on, until I came upon the chalet that I stayed in last time. It broke my heart a little, looking at the state it was in. It looked rundown and abandoned. I remember how I enjoyed my stay there very much last time. The bar that I came to drink at every night was still there, but it was largely abandoned too. I remember arguing with some tourist from Australia about some life principle or something, before his wife barged in and asked him to go back to their hotel room immediately. Then the Malay guy who married a local girl from the very village itself, and left his job in the construction industry (his last job was building the MRT) back in KL to join her to settle down in Tioman for good. I remember enjoying my converstation with him very very much.
I walked till to end of the stretch where I had to turn back because the walkway ended there. By then it was past lunch time so I took a seat at one of the very few restaurants that were still in operation. The waiter and his mother were so excited when I told them that I was from Sabah. I’m sure I was not the first Sabahan to have reached them there, but perhaps they don’t get as many visitors from outside as they used to so knowing that they’ve got a visitor from somewhere far away makes them feel excited.
Then I walked back towards where I parked the motorbike and stopped every now and then to take in the beautiful views along the way. It was hard to believe that the whole stretch of beach was so empty and silent that the only sounds I heard were coming from the chirping birds and the pounding sound of the waves. Even the villages that I walked across along the way seemed so empty and silent.
It was late in the afternoon when I reached Barbura Resort again. I spent most of the rest of the evening taking a relaxing break at the resort, either taking a little walk on the beach or just curling myself up on one of the hammocks while getting a hold of a book. When the sweltering sun gave way to a cooler air, I went down to the beach and took a little swim. It felt so good to be swimming again, allowing myself to float freely with my face up while watching the blue sky in its entirety (literally). I felt so free. Heh.
So all in all, I spent two nights in Tioman, and I
wish I could stay longer, but the worry that something might have happened to
my car kept nagging at the back of my head. To catch up with the ferry, I had
to leave very early in the morning and returned the motorbike on the way to the
jetty. On the advice by the ticketing woman at the ticket counter back in
Mersing, I didn’t buy a return ticket because I was not sure when I was going
to return. She told me that I could always buy a ticket at the ferry terminal
in Tioman.
So when the young girl at the counter of ferry terminal in Tioman told me otherwise (that I could not buy on the spot), I went a little bit beserk. I asked her to make whatever necessary phone calls to re-confirm, to which she kindly adhere, and although I was quiet sure she was gonna come back with a positive answer, I was still relieved when she told me that it was possible to buy a ticket on board of the ferry. Phew!
The ferry turned out to be at its half-capacity again.
And true enough, the conductor let my buy a ticket, and most suprisingly, for
RM30 which is RM20 cheaper the ticket that I bought at the jetty terminal in
Mersing! The ferry would do a couple of stops on the island before dashing its
way off to the mainland. As the island of Tioman loomed further and further
away until it finally went out of sight, I told myself that I would come back
again, for the third time, most probably when things had all returned to normalcy.
When the ferry finally docked at the jetty terminal of Mersing, my heart began to pound faster. As I was nearing the parking area, all I wanted to know first and foremost was whether the car was still there. Broken into or not was probably second or third. The insurance would do the trick.
And there it was – begginning with the atena, then the chrome bar at the back, and then the rear cabin and of course finally the number plate to make the assurance complete. So knowing that the car was still there already accomodated for half of the relief, now I had to see if it was broken into. So walking slowly around the car, the relief went complete when I found out that all the windows were left unschatched. The car was still there in the exact form it was last seen so I started the engine and whistled my way off – first to a breakfast in Mersing town before returning the long long ride back to KL.
So my job required me to go to Penang recently. It would be my very first outstation trip since the MCO (then CMCO, or whatever it was called later and later, it just kept changing I had stopped trying to memorize them all) was reinstated when the number of Covid-19 positive cases sky-rocketed to new record high sometime in October last year. The excitement was there, but I knew Penang – like the rest of the world – is still struggling to return to its normalcy.
I flew off from the historical Subang Airport on a Firefly, and for a moment was taken aback by how eerily silent the airport was. I used to fly a lot from there before Air Asia moved its flying base to KLIA2 so all the hustle and bustle are so embedded in my head it is almost impossible to imagine it in any other way.
After touching down at the just as deadly silent Bayan Lepas Airport in Penang, I took a Grab to the meeting that I was there to attend, and after the meeting I took another Grab to the city of George Town.
I remember how the Grab driver was so eager to tell me about Penang, as if I was some foreigner who had never set foot in Penang ever before. Not wanting to kill his excitement, and me being me, I acted just as excited as he was.
He dropped me off right in front of the hawker that sells the famous Teochew Chendul. I was surprised but delighted by the absence of a long queue that was always there every time I came in my previous visits. After doing all the usual MySejahtera check-in and body temperature scan, I took a seat at an unoccupied table, and instantly ordered a bowl of chendul and a Penang laksa which is another dish that Penang is quiet well known for.
To tell the truth, I was quiet taken aback by how the prices of food had increased so much over the years. I remember when I first came to Penang, I was delighted to find out how cheap (may be ‘affordable’ is a better word but you get what I mean) the food in Penang was. Coming back to Penang now, I no longer think that is the case. But then prices of things have all increased over the years and food in Penang is certainly a no exception.
Having had those two dishes, my stomach (or rather my mouth, I think my stomach had had enough) decided that I was not quiet done yet. So I ordered a Char Kueh Teow and surprised myself by finishing it off to the very last bits. I wondered if it was a real hunger or merely the excitement of being there in Penang with all its hyped-up food right in front of me.
So having had my empty stomach refilled
to its fullest capacity, I was all set to explore the UNESCO site of Penang. As
always, the streets are certainly my favorite stuff in the city of George Town,
and the food probably only comes in second. But it is certainly the combination
of both that keeps me coming back to Penang.
But then, just as it is in most parts of the
country, and probably the world over, Penang did not seem to have escaped the
impact of the pandemic. Those streets that used to be bustling with tourists
and visitors, are mostly empty now. It can be a good thing for seasonal
visitors like me, as the emptiness gives me the rare opportunity of taking
pictures without any obstruction of the view and all, but then, I don’t think
it is a good thing in a long run. Penang has to bounce back and the sooner the
better.
I wish I could explore more, but the blistering
sun was just too much on me, I could almost feel my brains boiling inside my
head. The heat was attacking me from every angle, I could almost feel my skin
crunching up, my feet melting. In the end I gave up and took a shade at a food
court just off Pengkalan Weld road. I ordered a mug of Orange juice, then
another, and another.
I really felt like I could go for another but I had to stop myself. Burning my stomach with asidic drink was the last thing that I could afford to do on a day trip like this one. Instead, I forced myself to get up and continue my lil street exploration. I walked on, without keeping track of my bearing and rambling into more streets along the way. I’d stop whenever something interesting caught my eyes and attention, even though most of the streets were quite empty. It wasn’t hard to find beauty in those emptiness though. Heh.
I wish I could stay longer, but I had a flight to catch later in the evening. So I took another Grab to the airport where I’d spend another hour or two before saying good bye to the beautiful island of Penang.
Fooling around off Armenian Street
There were a lot of places in Penang that I really wanted to come back to, but looking at how most places were closed in light of the damn pandemic, I don’t think it was worth the time of going to all these places only to find out that they were closed, or half-opened. I’d rather be at those places when there were fully-opened, whenever that might be. Of course, there is nothing in this world that I want more right now than for the pandemic to be over – like really really over – so that I can go back to those places that I really want to go back to in their entirety of course, and Penang is certainly one of them.
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” - Mark Twain